Saturday, January 15, 2005
ehya! hmms. i need to tell you, ystd night was a starry night. i went for tuition last night. somehow uncle lim(my tuition teacher)'s house smelt of death. somehow. he explained to me ruby(his dog)'s condition. and something about his daughter. for that very night, this always cheerful old man didnt seem so cheerful. ohwells.
todaaaaaay. is. saturday.
i dont like saturdays because its the day we always end up in heated arguments. ahhh.
i hate myself.
goodbye.



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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
studying in school. studying after school. studying at home. studying during sleeping(as in dreaming of books.) its the same old routine i've been following for quite some time already. there hasnt been a time i fully enjoyed myself. okay, maybe when i was out with pa and ma to chinatown to eat wanton mee! you should really go there. we got special discount somemore, cos that guy's my dad's friend. i ate two bowls. slurrrrped it all up. the address? i donno. but wait! i'll give you abit of an idea. its the row of opened-aired food stores. it used to be a road, but now its closed because of the food stores. anyhow, its in chinatown!! go search for it. its worth all the effort because the food is so goooood.
oh yes, back to where i began. the frustration(of not being able to get out of the house besides school) within me is beginning to build up. i'm supposed to sleep now, again instructed by my ma, but i though, what the heck! i need to chill out or else... something bad will happen la.
i just did something evil and i'm sorry to whom i did that evil thing to. big heart okay? i love you when you've got a big heart. (: fickle-minded, i know.
ahhh. i'm all alone. the radio's on, playing an unfamiliar song. i am really waiting for him to call again. i know he wouldnt. i expected to call ystd and the phone rang and it was for me. but guess who was on the line? hong yi.(ONE OF MY DISGUSTING CLASSMATE) sighh. i've got a big phoney problem man. really i do.
yeah. au revoir.



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Friday, January 07, 2005
heyaaa today we had cca orientation. and it has been a bad day for our dearest saifullah. he looks sooooooooo damn stressed. den screamed at us later in the afternoon when we had (quite a useless) meeting. got changed into my uniform and i realise that ive got a lesser badges. which are end-products of my absence in guides with that stupid sadistic teacher. madam koh. cant believe that shes married. no one can right? she taught me something: nothing is impossible. sure, she convinced me right to the very end of the road. i met my hairy pa. the painful welcomes goes like this: ALVIN ALVIN!!!! PIAK(siew)! aha. donno what piak is? try beating yourself. heard the sound? yeah, you got it. (: alright, enough for now. tata!



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Sunday, January 02, 2005
hey theres. i'm writing in again. sjdzfz. i'm suppose to be sleeping actually. mom says so. but haiya. life is short. a little mischief perks one up sometimes.
i just read the sunday papers. did you read it? you should. really. read lifestyle. the reflect page. the one sumiko tan wrote. i love her articles. never fail to catch them every sunday. chua mui hoong's are quite okay. but i dont like colin goh's articles. full of crap la he. altho i enjoyed talking cock the movie. hehe.
i've got some silly tuition later. everything back to norm! which means lots of books, tuitions, stress. maaaan. but i still consider myself lucky. very lucky. anyone heard the radio's ad? goes sth liddat... if you can hear me... you're lucky. if you're at work right now... you're lucky. if you had just fought with your spouse or you dont earn enough money... you're lucky. we are truly lucky, dear s'poreans! we've got a shelter over our heads, get to eat three meals a day(sometimes more!) and we've got our parents to love us. what more can we ask for? this--> computers, ma! i want a handphone, pa! mp3 now very in le, all my friends have, can i have one too? see how spoilt we are. i admit i'm one of the i-so-do-not-appreciate-how-lucky-i-am type of kid. ohwells. thats how the world is right now.
so yeah, gotta go catch my sleep! tata.



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