Wednesday, December 08, 2004
it has been a bad week. yeah, terrible.

to you, whom i need to explain many things to, i beg for your understanding. thanks in advance if you understood. i wanted to not call you for three days. hoping you might call back or do something i never expect you to do. in short, i was planning my own surprise. little did i know that all i did was to ruin this so called surprise. so you read that mail while entering my account to register something because your account wasnt working and got angry with me thinking he likes me. after all, you never really believed that we're just friends. you always listened to what you think was right, well, you're wrong. i was happy for nothing. i never liked him and will never do. i've said my piece.

now for today's entry. i went to work! volunteer work. for today that is. aaannndd. colleen was there too. for band practice. and then for the meeting. den... nothing much happened. i ate one mini ba chang for dinner. drank my honeydew sago without sago bubble tea. and... derrick just asked me to go away when i said sorry to him. that's about it. i shall not go on.






you really dont have to know my name. |+| 8:08 PM

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