Friday, December 31, 2004
yes, the tsunami quake has been the talk of the town. and i really feel for every casualty involve in the unexpected disaster. has been a long time since i wrote in. i donno wad made me write this but what the heck! i just wanna write la. was away for few days. for camp. sc camp. both boring and yet enjoyable at the same time, this time's sc camp-i think-enlightened many on their views on their loved ones, friends, and the ex-cos who made the camp possible. i had a fun time. with pantie girl. thanks to siew who created the word DP(abb. for disposable pantie) and made all of us laugh like mad. somemore take picture. damn suay man she. to all supeteens goers, i'm laughing at you right now. dont ask why. i just find it funny. i also realised i love colleen a lot. and she loves me a lot too, i hope. she. meant. what. she. said. i love derrick alot too! the best guy any girl can wish for, although not many will agree. =x ohyeahs. pray loads okay? i'm going off to church on sunday, 1st time in many months. to listen to wad pastor has to say about the quake. pray for... the missing people. give your deepest sympathies to... the casulties. and... appreciate singapore's strategic geological location. thats about it. tata. and goodnight. rmb to say i love you to anyone you love.



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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
my b'day wishlist:
to eat the char kway teow in bangkit in the morning.
to eat otahhhh.
eat my nuggets.
eat royce chockies.
mummy's spinach!
and... go back to july 2004... and appreciate my stay with the you-know-who.
ohwells. i gotta go! happy days ahead!




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Thursday, December 09, 2004
i've just finished arguing with alvin over the ti/chi ko pek matter. he says tiko is hokkien for pervertic. i say its chiko. ohwells. we want a confirmation over this thing. the qn is open to everyone and anyone. so yeah, tag us! me better lah of course.
today has been a disaster. well, sorta. i had tuition. haha. senseless? i know. i've been like that for quite some time already. i'm not feeling too good. matters of the heart, you see. i hope to get over it, fast. if not i'll jump.
riiight, time flies. or maybe because this entry is rather short.



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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
it has been a bad week. yeah, terrible.

to you, whom i need to explain many things to, i beg for your understanding. thanks in advance if you understood. i wanted to not call you for three days. hoping you might call back or do something i never expect you to do. in short, i was planning my own surprise. little did i know that all i did was to ruin this so called surprise. so you read that mail while entering my account to register something because your account wasnt working and got angry with me thinking he likes me. after all, you never really believed that we're just friends. you always listened to what you think was right, well, you're wrong. i was happy for nothing. i never liked him and will never do. i've said my piece.

now for today's entry. i went to work! volunteer work. for today that is. aaannndd. colleen was there too. for band practice. and then for the meeting. den... nothing much happened. i ate one mini ba chang for dinner. drank my honeydew sago without sago bubble tea. and... derrick just asked me to go away when i said sorry to him. that's about it. i shall not go on.






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Sunday, December 05, 2004
right, i'm not feeling well. not because of the flu. not because of the cough. its that weird feeling. i'm missing someone i shouldnt be missing. its sooo unright! nono, i wont say who. anyway, ystd was a good day! it was my free day. free from books, teacher's ugly faces and stress. went to catch a movie with mummy-SHUTTER. boy, it was one good horror movie! that eerie girl kept appearing on the big screen. and everytime she did that, at least one or two kiddos had to scream. i,too, was a victim of the screaming fiasco. all my mom did was laugh, especially at the part where the lead actor pushed the toilet door to reveal an ah gua(he thought it was the she-ghost you see!). the audience-yup!-were good... at the part where the she-ghost's mum held her photo at her mucus-oozing nose they went, eeeee! a meaningful show! any horror movie lover must go catch it. oh yes, limmy's maid is in my house. but not of much use lar. mummy wont let me use her. (-.-:) i've still got to pack my bed as usual, do my dishes as usual, and... do my homework as usual! hehe. alright now, i've got to fly. will be away to BPP for lunch. adieu.



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Friday, December 03, 2004
alriiight. new skin. not too used to it. its sooooo black and yellow. hms. feel like banana. i tried freezing the banana. tastes nice! but the skin-of the banana- turns brown. ewww! taufik won s'pore idol. and i am proud of myself. cos i voted, twice. haha. his brides...at the s'pore indoor stadium very haha. finally the idol madness is over. ohya! not to forget those lianish sly fans. wallao! they really deserve to be slapped. why vote for someone who'll confirm wont win? waste of money! i never liked him from the start. >.< goes to show i have gOOd foresight. (:
limmy's away to hk tmr. bon voyage, guys! and get me stuffs. k lar. time to fly. i guess i'm getting used to the skin. black and yellow... likes me. hurhur! thanks derrrick dear! take cares. ciao.



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Thursday, December 02, 2004
schwid(as in sweet) day. no, i am just joking. i am definitely not enjoying these holidays. where's all my friends? where's all the love? where's the fun? it has really gone with the wind.
just paid a short visit to colleen's blog. short is bad, very bad. there they are having sooo much fun. and here i am stuck at home with nothing to do. ahhh! nvm. it's all over. my fate has been sealed. the camp pp called up this morning. i told them dad has been sent to the hospital and my mom and to work and i had to take care of him. tuh! she was almost moved to tears at how noble i am! well, not really my dear. it's all a lie. a big fat one. sorry, eh! sigh* if i did make it to hk, i would have been the happiest thing on earth... pooooooof~! alriiight, back to reality, the ugly world, the infuriating truth. ugh. thank God i am alive anyway.


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